15.11.09

It's been awhile..

lots of things have been happening...

my mind is not at peace...

i m trying so hard to control...

but i dunno if i m doing the right thing

every morning i wake up..i tell myself i shd not contact u anymore..

i fail..

sigh...

yoz monday again

Last weekend was a blast!!

Went to tung ping chau..omg..it's great...wonder how it become that way..

then sunday..car driving session..getting to noe the tricks..

sunday nite.PARTY TIME..gosh shdnt taken the cigar...haha...

Disney Halloween...

spent alot..sigh..but it's worth..







the feeling this time is kind of different..is it cos things have changed so much??

whenever i see the characters..i still feel that it was worth back in those days..no matter how hard it was...
i dunno how to describe..but..it's weird...haha..
i noe one day i will be back..but not so soon somehow...i just have that feeling..

18/10/09

another week has passed again..

this week was filled with food and drinks...

last sat had my CRE..gosh..so tiring..kept on sleeping thru out the tests..hahaha..
then went to N' place for romantic dinner...haha...3 of us again...chatted alot...

monday..not feeling well..but went out with C finally...wondering if the feeling is gone...but..i really enjoy seeing her...cos i feel happy...

tues..500 days of summer..great movie..love the plot..love how it narrate the story of love...cruel and yet it's so true...

wed..tarrot cards..well..wonder if all are true..as H said..just take those u wanna believe..haha...i hate the part abt my relationship..sucks..hahaha as always..

then OT..car driving..gosh...and today i woke up at 1pm..catching all the sleep...er...

luckily i went swimming yesterday afternoon...yeah..=)

what i did

purposely show my presence on ur msn....for just these few days..

checked ur xanga to know if u have a great bday..

texted u to say happy bday...though..i noe i shdn't have and yet another msg to protect myself..

then again asked u y...and y not giving her another chance..


do i still love u?
or just care abt u?

i dunno
i really wanna know too


and yet..i remember what i have promised u throughout...

but does it matter now...

may be i will know tmr...

funny

had lunch with good friends yesterday....great time..
then dinner and drinks with my buddy again..

first time someone sent me to the bus stop..i noe just out of sincerity but the feeling is funny..
gonna watch 50o days of summer with him on tues..yeah..



finally the day is over...ha..
i bet you must have a great bday without me..and it gonna be this way ever after..

er..

mixed feeling..

tmr date is cancelled...sigh..i have been waiting and expecting..nvm

time flies..

last year i was busy preparing..and this year...i m already replaced
hahaha...expected isn't it?

well....i m doing all these stupid to make sure that i give up....hahaha...


happy birthday!
i m sure someone will sure make u happy..

Hello October

2nd Oct...2nd days of my holidays

i studied abit..read abit...
spent money on the mini speaker..cosmetic..food
went out abit..
haha

tmr gonna go sun bathing...bet i dont have money to rent any kind of sports..let see

gonna see her on next friday..
kind of nervous..
wonder what kind of feeling i will have..